Loving and Being Loved

"When you say 'I love you', its not because I want you or because I can't have you. Its nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are." -Anonymous

Too young to love?? I don't think so.
Too young to know exactly what that means?? Maybe.
Too young to be in love?? Probably.
Too young to know that there are many different kinds of love?? Never

Loving is scary. I've loved and I've been hurt.

I've pushed away some of the best people I've ever known because they loved me and because I loved them. I didn't want to get hurt again. When, you let yourself love, you open yourself to someone else. And that scares the hell out of me. It's easier to be hurt by someone that you love. When, you get hurt by someone that you love it hurts worse. If you don't let people get close, you don't get hurt. But, it's awful lonely.

I don't want to fall in love, but I've already stumbled. Maybe, I'll catch myself before I fall. Or, maybe I'll let him catch me. He's amazing and I adore him. He's too good for me.