Self-Hatred

When did you become just someone I used to know??
[some one I used to love]
What happened here??
It's scary when you can step back,
look at yourself && say
I used to think something of you.
I used to think you were different.
Unique even.
Now, you're just wall paper to me.
You're just another failure.
Just someone who wanted to be
but couldn't never quite measure up. . .