Tomorrow

Everyone always tells me to live like there is no tomorrow.

Sometimes, when I get really down and depressed and angry and abondoned I think that maybe this is it. This time I cut a little deeper and end it all. It feels like there's no tomorrow. But, I don't go do all those I've always wanted to do. I don't go bungee jumping or tell everyone I love them. I just sit in my room. I put in the headphones and listen to Greenday and Death Cab for Cutie and Hinder. I take a few deep breaths and I close my eyes. I think of my life. Everything that's happened and everything that could happen. Then, I tell myself it's not worth it and I'll feel better in the morning, tomorrow will come. So, what do they really want me to do when they say live like there's no tomorrow. To mean, it's always meant, convince yourself there will be one.